my life,..

this past few months, so many things happen in my life..it seems like years that passed..my life is changing its pace so quick..even my emotions, my moods,..

there are times that i was so happy, then a after a while, i'm sad..but the most important thing is, i am with him..the one that holds my heart..

in a short period of time, i never imagine to feel this deep emotion for someone..

i love him so much,..i cant imagine myself without him in my life..though, i also know taht i should also imagine myself without him in my life…like i used to be…'coz who knows what will happen tomorrow..

before, i used to be alone,..but happy..happy 'coz i am in control of my self..i know what i want, what i feel,..i have a clear mind/thinking..

but now, i am obviously not in control of my self..the only clear thing that i want was to be loved by him..

i promise myself, i will never let anyone hurt me, never allow my self to fall so deeply to anyone again…but look at me now, deeply inlove with him, and embracing the pain just to be with him…

but i am happy to say, that we are going strong... :)

Confused

i found an old issue of my college magazine..
it was called "The Lathe Folio"

I don't know if this still exist or if they change their name..

Anyway, i will share a poem written by Ma. Theresa R. Miranda..

Hope you like it...

"Confused"

No, don't do that
It's a sin
Stop that
You're not doing any good.
Move on,
Life is just like that.
Reflect,
Maybe, you've missed so many
Things in your life.

Do that...
Do this...
Not that...
Not this...

Oh, H0w can they tell?
It's my life! Can't they stop?
Enough with you, people.
I don't know..

hurt

i feel sad and hurt tonight..

i do know that im not pretty nor beautiful..

but if it came from the person you love the most..it really hurts...

it seems like i was hit directly to the heart...with a slapped on my face..

hayzzzz...

Now That I Have You

i like this music video which i found in youtube...
love the song..actually..

Indonesian flower

an indonesian flower that look like a parrot..

why does people keep telling lies??

they say, to keep them in hurting people...for their sake..

don't they know that telling lies will hurt more than telling the truth..

yes, they can prevent for that moment to hurt them but eventually, if those people will know the truth..it would hurt them so much..deeply hurt..
and then what? regret it for not telling the truth from the start..

you tell a lie today,... then tomorrow and then what everyday??
your white lies will grow into a bigger lie,...
bigger lie that cannot be hidden forever...

How True is Your Love

How True Is Your Love

>Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing

>and is your voice caught within your chest??

>-It isn't love, it's LIKE.

>You can't keep your eyes or hands off of her,

>am I right??

>-It isn't love, it's LUST.

>Are you proud, and eager to show her off??

>-It isn't love, it's LUCK.

>Do you want her because you know she's there??

>-It isn't love, i t's LONELINESS.

>Are you with her because it's what everyone wants??

>-It isn't love, it'S LOYALTY.

>Are you with her because she kissed you, or held your hand?

>-It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.

>Do you stay for her confessions of love,

>because you don't want to hurt her?

>-It isn't love, it's PITY.

>Do you belong to her because the sight of her

>makes your heart skip a beat??

>-It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.

>Do you pardon her faults because you care about her?

>-It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.

>Do you tell her every day she is the only one you think of?

>-It isn't love, it's a LIE.

>Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things

>for her sake?

>-It isn't love, it's CHARITY.

>Does your heart ache and breaks when she's sad?

>-Then it's LOVE.

>Do you cry for her pain, even when she's strong?

>-Then it's LOVE.

>Do her eyes see your true heart,

>and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?

>-Then it's LOVE .

>Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain

>and relation pulls you close and holds you to her?

>-Then it's LOVE.

>Do you accept her faults because it's a part of who she is?

>-Then it's LOVE.

>Are you attracted to others,

>but stay with her faithfully without regret??

>Would you give her your heart, your life, your death??

>-Then it's LOVE.

>Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we love?

>Why is it all we search for in life? This pain, this agony?

>Why is it all we long for? This torture, this powerful death of self?

>Why?

>The answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE.

>It is such an addictive thing that even people who are not having it

>wish to experience it and share it with others as well.