this past few months, so many things happen in my life..it seems like years that passed..my life is changing its pace so quick..even my emotions, my moods,..
there are times that i was so happy, then a after a while, i'm sad..but the most important thing is, i am with him..the one that holds my heart..
in a short period of time, i never imagine to feel this deep emotion for someone..
i love him so much,..i cant imagine myself without him in my life..though, i also know taht i should also imagine myself without him in my life…like i used to be…'coz who knows what will happen tomorrow..
before, i used to be alone,..but happy..happy 'coz i am in control of my self..i know what i want, what i feel,..i have a clear mind/thinking..
but now, i am obviously not in control of my self..the only clear thing that i want was to be loved by him..
i promise myself, i will never let anyone hurt me, never allow my self to fall so deeply to anyone again…but look at me now, deeply inlove with him, and embracing the pain just to be with him…
but i am happy to say, that we are going strong... :)
