regrets

all my life, i was known as the strong woman..knows what i want, stand for what is right and seems to know everything..and never been wrong in any of my decisions in life..but when this love entered my life, this strong woman, become weak.

i've been inlove twice, it doesn't make me weak..but it made me strong..

but why on earth the love i felt for him made me weak..

i asked for a time for myself...and time for himself also...that decision gave us both pain and suffering...our life been scattered...we lost direction...

i regret the decision of breaking up with him...for the first time, i regret a decision...
they told me, i should not regret it..what i did is right..its for the best..and i should not stoop down for him..

but what can i do..i am just been honest to myself...i still loved him...so much...i can't explain why i love him so...what's with him that make me love him this much..well, its just him...no reason at all...

but things are the not the same anymore...i just wished someday, that everything will be alright between us...if that time comes..i'll make sure, i won't give him up again...i'll hold him till the end..