hmm Me? Im in the middle of YES and NO...confusing, isn't it? hehehe
it means, its complicated...which is, why life is so complicated..or should i say, why i always go for a complicated relationship..and make my life complicated..but not miserable huh..
it's been 9 months since my last relationship..and i can say, that i already moved on..i'm done with the "letting go" stage...(don't know if he's done with that though he has a new girlfriend hehe peace)..and the sweetest thing after is to stand up and be whole again after being broken into pieces..why sweetest? for it is not easy to cope the "so much inlove" thing after broke up..not easy to accept that things will never be the same again..that i'm on my own now again..not easy to accept that there are part of the relationship that are just lies and pretensions..that it is possible that "love" doesn't exist with him..just his ego..oops.. ;p
but as time goes by, though everything said and done are still remembered, they are all just become a history, a past...what we had, we felt, we shared will just be part of my life, my memories...now, we're friends,..oh...don't think about "we're still inlove with each other" that's why we're still friends..in my part, i can still be his friend, because, it is much ok if we're friends than enemies..i don't wanna be miserable because i cant forgive him..forgive myself...it's forgive then forget...that's it... :))...
all i wish, we both find our happiness...
so as of now, i have my special someone..we're not in a bf/gf relationship..but we're in good terms.."more than friends but less than a lover"..but as long as we're happy and we're not doing anything wrong..no one have the right to complain or judge us..right?
just mind your own business....
have a nice day guys...
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